I can't explain what I am feeling right now exactly. Maybe it's confusion, mixed with anger, mixed with hurt, mixed with sadness. I can't decide how I feel.
It's that feeling derived from hurting someone you really care about. And then not being able to do anything about it.
I am so confused as to what love is. I don't know how to let myself love and I don't know anything about what to do with the love i have in me.
I really never meant for this to happen. The last thing I wanted was to hurt anyone. I thought I loved, but I am told I did not.
And after all of this I am still confused.
why am i such a fucked up person.
why did i have to fuck up other people along the way.
It's that feeling derived from hurting someone you really care about. And then not being able to do anything about it.
I am so confused as to what love is. I don't know how to let myself love and I don't know anything about what to do with the love i have in me.
I really never meant for this to happen. The last thing I wanted was to hurt anyone. I thought I loved, but I am told I did not.
And after all of this I am still confused.
why am i such a fucked up person.
why did i have to fuck up other people along the way.
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