touch

It is almost impossible to not sound creepy when I say that I just want to touch a girl. I don't mean it in necessarily a sexual sense, definitely not in an invasive one, just in an intimate sense. I feel like I have been seriously missing out on the softer and more curvaceous sex and I am getting quite angsty about it. I am done with men. For the time being. I mean, yes, if someone comes along and he's like perfect I'm not going to be like no I want a woman right now, but my attentions are definitely not on men right now. I feel like I'm ready to have a real girlfriend. I want to treat a girl right and take her on dates and and stay up all night talking about nothing. I want a girlfriend that I can be super close with and tell everything to. I think that's why I like the idea of dating a girl so much, you get a best friend and a "lover" out of the deal. And sure, people say that about men as well, but the connection, I find, just isn't as strong, in most cases. I feel like I would be more comfortable with someone who know a lot about me before even meeting me, because they've been through a lot of it as well.
Women's bodies are just beautiful though. There is nothing I love more than when a girl lays down on her side and there is this cute little indent under her hip bone. I want to be with someone soft and gentle and feminine.