☂Yes Man

I got bored yet again and watched another movie... I had already seen the beginning of Yes Man but I never got to finish it. I love Zooey Deschanel:) She makes me happy. Her whole style and her music is amazing. And she is beautiful! The movie itself was predictable... as most romantic comedies are. But it was cute. I liked it.

It is 10 pm now... I could probably go to sleep and that would end my boredom... but I do not feel like sleeping yet... it is a problem.
I am missing SNL this week because I do not have a TV to myself and my parents do not like the show... I will not have a TV to myself for about a month... maybe longer. It depends. We are dry-walling our basement so all of the furniture has to be moved upstairs. Even my mothers bed... it is going in the dining room.... haha... it is right in front of the window:P I would not be able to sleep! I would feel like people were watching me the whole night! I cannot handle the feeling of people watching me... That is why I cannot sleep with my door open. Even if it does get too hot in my room sometimes... that door is staying shut!
I am really rambling on about nothing in particular... no one really cares what I have to say about my bedroom door haha! But at least it keeps me occupied... and not deathly bored.

I hate how the whole quality of my day can depend on one person... and it's not even their fault... it's mine. I am so needy :\ And clingy... And kind of annoying sometimes... why do people like me haha! I have too many faults it seems sometimes... all I know is that whoever I end up marrying should know that I am super clingy... and kind of high maintenance... sometimes. And when I am tired I get super stupid and annoying and hyper. Which can sometimes be hilarious... but most of the time... it's just not. I also kind of have obsessive compulsive disorder... not actually diagnosed or anything... but we think my mother has it too... she is worse though... but my notes.. oh my notes ahaha. They are so perfect and all written in purple... I love the colour purple. I also have to be right 99% of the time. I hate being wrong... only problem is that I am wrong a lot... I just dont admit it even though I know I am... I will argue until the person is pissed off and looks it up and I feel like an idiot because they are right... and they proved it. I hate that feeling...
I will stop pointing out my flaws... there are too many.... and this could get long. haha

I post a lot when I am bored...

yours,
a dancer.