☂Diaries

Obviously I don't really need a diary since I have a blog. The new age diary I guess. But I used to have a diary. I had many through my junior high days, and during the move, I found them. I have been reading them a little bit and wow those were some though years. But at the same time god I was stupid and cute! haha
There are some quite embarrassing things in there. Like "I love _____" and so on. haha I was a dumbass. Too boy (and girl although I didn't realize it at that time) focused at such a young age. The move to this city was not really a good thing for me at first. If I had not come to the private all girls school that I go to now I would have gotten into a lot of trouble. It is interesting as I read my diaries to see how fast I changed from the innocent little girl with pinktails from a different city, to the girl who changed herself for people so often and did nothing but try and please people and get some friends. I suddenly liked boys and followed girls around. At first I had friends but I didn't know how to be equally bitchy as them in order to keep them. And then suddenly I was more bitchy than them and they all hated me. ohhh good times.

Anyways, kyra will be here in an hour and my hair looks like I got ran over by a bus.

yours,
a dancer.