Sometimes I will go a whole day without thinking about anything that happened this summer. But then a song will come on the radio, or someone will say something, and it will all come back to me and then I can't not think about it for a while. It's easier being far away from where it all happened, but I know it's horrible to just want to run away from all the problems that I have caused. I just like it better here right now, because it's easy to forget. But it's still too easy to remember.
uggg why do I have to care so much.
I wish that it didn't hurt to think about things. And that I could just pretend like I was being strong and I was not hurting in the least.
I mean I will get over it. But I guess part of me still doesn't want to.
yours,
a dancer.
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