I really don't know what to trust right now. My feelings that are taking over my brain, or my brain that tells me to talk everything out with everyone involved... bleh
Showing posts with label girls. Show all posts
Showing posts with label girls. Show all posts
10.5.11
touch
It is almost impossible to not sound creepy when I say that I just want to touch a girl. I don't mean it in necessarily a sexual sense, definitely not in an invasive one, just in an intimate sense. I feel like I have been seriously missing out on the softer and more curvaceous sex and I am getting quite angsty about it. I am done with men. For the time being. I mean, yes, if someone comes along and he's like perfect I'm not going to be like no I want a woman right now, but my attentions are definitely not on men right now. I feel like I'm ready to have a real girlfriend. I want to treat a girl right and take her on dates and and stay up all night talking about nothing. I want a girlfriend that I can be super close with and tell everything to. I think that's why I like the idea of dating a girl so much, you get a best friend and a "lover" out of the deal. And sure, people say that about men as well, but the connection, I find, just isn't as strong, in most cases. I feel like I would be more comfortable with someone who know a lot about me before even meeting me, because they've been through a lot of it as well.
Women's bodies are just beautiful though. There is nothing I love more than when a girl lays down on her side and there is this cute little indent under her hip bone. I want to be with someone soft and gentle and feminine.
Women's bodies are just beautiful though. There is nothing I love more than when a girl lays down on her side and there is this cute little indent under her hip bone. I want to be with someone soft and gentle and feminine.
2.12.10
impossible?
yes maybe I would like to ask out a girl...
but
rejection?
no jasmin it is not the girl you think :P
She was just an unrealistic dream to keep me busy for a while.
but what if i said that i might be interested in someone and i would like to ask them out and see instead of trying to figure it out over a huge amount of time?
ug
I can't ask out a girl
lol that sounds like i dont like them
but i do
it's just
they are so much more scary!
as in i care a whole lot more about being rejected by them than i do by guys because i can live without guys :P
ANGST!!!!
but she's so cute
:3
but
rejection?
no jasmin it is not the girl you think :P
She was just an unrealistic dream to keep me busy for a while.
but what if i said that i might be interested in someone and i would like to ask them out and see instead of trying to figure it out over a huge amount of time?
ug
I can't ask out a girl
lol that sounds like i dont like them
but i do
it's just
they are so much more scary!
as in i care a whole lot more about being rejected by them than i do by guys because i can live without guys :P
ANGST!!!!
but she's so cute
:3
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)