getting better?

Talking is good. Even if it means me being incredibly awkward and saying some things that probably shouldn't be said out loud ever. But I guess it's time to move on from all of this. I know the process has already started, the motives are there, but actually making the effort to move on is bleh.
I just know that if I don't I will end up hurting again. So new things, new people, new experiences here I come. Hard thing is trying to not completely leave everyone old in the dust. I'm trying my hardest. Try and see that.