My day went from a normal day to a little better, to amazing, to sad, to physically ill because of all these fucked up emotions, to meh again... good thing I have amazing friends or I would still be at the fucked up emotions stage.
I am so jealous of someone I have never met... what is wrong with me... it is irrational.. and stupid... and I don't even think I am jealous.. but then i see a picture and I hate her... it is all stupid. I know that the way I feel is not stupid... there is a reason I feel this way, but I really should not feel this way... it is childish. And selfish.... even though I am jealous though I feel sorry for her also.
So basically this is how I feel at this moment... but there is nothing to worry about... it's no big deal.... I am fine :) really.
I skipped dance tonight because I was physically ill.
yours,
a dancer.
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