Got a tattoo!

So I've officially been inked.... ow first of all!
But I can't wait to see it all healed :)
It's a moon
for my mum
like i described before.
I'm really tired, it was stressful!
nap time xD 

So yeah...

I'm currently over my anger for a little bit. Mostly because I'm not stuck in the house the whole day and the ex is tomorrow :)
I can't believe el sally in less than two days! ahhhhhhhhhhh
I have cleaned my room, done laundry, packed (i hope im not forgetting anything!) and now I am just hanging out. 

and life goes on

So apparently my mum's mother died in the last few days.
One of those things were I am confused as to if I should care or not. She was a horrible woman.
and life goes on I guess. for me at least....
bad joke... perhaps too soon as well 

loud and proud!

Pride this year was a lot of fun! The pararde itself was not as good as last year but I think me and liam and laura had a blast :)
These are just a few of the many pictures I took. I didn't take as many as last year though, a lot of it would have been the same then.
Sons of York preformed :) And so did my old dance teacher Tyrell Witherspoon!

AND A DRAG QUEEN COMPLIMENTED ME ON MY SHIRT xD SCORE!

900th Post

I have to start my essay tonight. And get a great deal of it done. I only have tonight and tomorrow night and possibly some spares before friday. I might not go to dance. I have to get the flow going. My work space is clean now :D
I have so much shit to do. As does everyone else.
Which is why it's really useless to complain to people because they are in the exact same predicament.... which is where my blog comes in handy :P rant rant rant.... i hate school...

SUMMER HERE WE COME!

SUCH PROCRASTINATION!

I cleaned my entire room top to bottom. Not the usual: stuff everything in the closet and call it done. I hung things up, folded things, put things in the right places, fixed things, re-organized, dusted and cleaned the floors, and all of this to avoid my essay xD
At least I have come up with a thesis statement. The rest of the week will be about writing it now I guess. Today is a lost cause for writing. I'm not feeling the flow. lol flow

fantastic

It's fantastic when you get out of bed at 2 pm in the afternoon.
Especially when you have a term paper to write.
You have to clean your room that looks like it exploded...
And you have to do laundry.

Im so smart.
Well rested though :D 

stress

This macbeth essay might just be the end of me. alhflasdkfhnldfadhf
 I don't know how everyone else wrote it.
fml
I can't even think of a good thesis statement.
O_o

the L word :3

I had to suffer through one really bad episode. As in it was a bad version and there were no better. But now I am back on track! Let's not let this interfere with exams studies...

wedding shopping

I went shopping for supplies for my mum's wedding today :) I got a free wedding dress catalogue! There are such pretty dresses!

My mum is convinced I will regret cutting all my hair off. 

I bought the entire album...

After I got home from the library I bought the Villagers' album... it's all fantastic <3
I am not continuing my project of making a gazillion paper cranes to hang up in my room. each one different and colourful and some white too. It's going to take a while lol! I have 14 so far. It takes me longer than other people probably because im hella OCD about them xD And they each have their own designs. Which takes time to dry. So yeah. When it's done i'll post pictures.

I started reading last night. No book for school of course... no that would be dumb :p I started reading The Swan Thieves. It's by my favourite author, Elizabeth Kostova. She also wrote The Historian. Which is, in my opinion, the best book I have ever read maybe only second to The Time Machine or A Brave New World... because I will always love those books. The point is, I miss being lost in a storyline that has no relation to my own. 

my night was lame.

yup.
laughs were had but i missed my actual friends...
should have gone out with them instead :\

also school is getting too close to being over... i have so much shit to do... ew! 

going to a party tonight

how mad you think my mum would be if i got wasted... 

un-escapable emotions

Girls always have those days when they feel like shit. When they feel like crying for the littlest or biggest things randomly during the day. When they feel so ugly no one can convince them different. When the things that they usually handle pretty calmly or reasonably are suddenly too much for them. I feel like a lot of girls I know are having a lot of these days lately. Today was difficult, to say the least. I felt kind of invisible and because of that my jokes got louder and worse, but yet more attention grabbing. I think that people probably think I try too hard sometimes to be noticed. Maybe that's true, but I am only trying not to disappear completely. All girls feel like this sometimes. We all have our different coping mechanisms and we all hide behind different things. I hide behind humour. Maybe a little too often. I just like making people happy. I want my friends to be happy, and I know how much of a downer it is to tell them everyday about all the things that I am struggling with and for them to do the same. I love listening to what my friends are going through. I love being there for them, but sometimes we need to pretend that everything is okay, and some days it is harder to pretend than others. 

studying pays off!!

who knew that studying would result in a calm and collected jessica during a test :P The art history finale was pretty fly. I forgot some things of course but I always do, there is so much information to know!! And the physics test I wrote after school was a breeze. Or I just think it was and I really got everything wrong... oh well. I guess we'll see! 

hard work deserves a reward

I wrote out all of the cue cards i needed for my art history notes for the test tomorrow. I will look them over throughout the day tomorrow and also during my spare before the test :D
So I worked on that and the physics motor and I got shit done so I took a bath and it was fabulous :3 and now I am eating some sorbet. mmmm

I have no idea why I must put a play by play of my life on this blog...
oh well lol

i studied tonight

O_O
:O
@_@

I got a dress :)

I got a dress for my mum's wedding today :) It is really pretty. Not as fancy as another $800!!! dress I tried on but it's still super cute! Im going to get some hella sexy heels to go with it and then I will be set!
I am trying to decide if I want to wait to cut my hair or not....
I am getting really sick of my long hair.
hmmm.....

when you get out of bed at 3 in the afternoon

All is right with the world!
My plans were cancelled for last night, so the night was partially really boring. Tonight the rents will be out from like 6 until god knows when... I really need a life lol. I'm going to be sooo bored... I'm already bored. The episode I'm on of the L word isn't working so I have to check again some other time :\ Stupid internet.
If anyone is wondering what to get me for my birthday... the complete box set of the L word would be fabulous!!! 

Provincial heritage fair....

Such a buzz kill.
oh well.
Bonding with kat's parents lol xD