☂Mistakes

I am so busy making mistakes lately that I have hurt almost everyone in my life that I love in the last two weeks. I seem to be pushing everyone away. That is why I have to patch things up. I have to fix everything and apologize to all of you who I hurt in these last few weeks. I have been selfish and inconsiderate. I have let my fear control my actions and I have forgotten what and who is really important to me. I have been trying so hard to make my life "easy" again that I have forgotten that that is not possible and this is the life that I chose, and the life that I want. But just because I want it does not mean that I am not terrified of it.
I am sorry.

yours,
a dancer.