is not that lost the one that i think i quite possibly loved, it's that no one can understand because I can't tell anyone. My mum thinks that I am sick or something, my friends think I am overreacting over a girl that I barely knew (fyi I know her better than I have ever known anyone, and she knows me the same way. i didn't just recently meet her.), I am dating my best friend and I like that I feel completely safe with him because he would never hurt me, but i dont want to be exclusive with him because I am afraid I will just hurt him. No i know i will. I dont love him like he loves me. But I want to. He is makes me feel better, but when I am with him I do things just to make myself feel better. Feel something I guess.
I want to tell him how I feel. But I don't want to hurt him. I don't want to loose the only one I can talk to about anything. except this it seems.
yours,
a dancer.
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