10.10.11

going through the actions.

There are very few moments in which I feel alive lately. School is just me there robotically listening to everything around me and being around my friends is the same. The only time I feel alive is that rare time when somebody touches me, not out of joke or accident, but because they care or because they just feel the need to touch me. I guess it's not all people either. Only the ones that I know that touch counts from. The spontaneous hug that holds on too long because they know I don't want to let go. Those people who refuse to be isolated from what is in my mind. I am so thankful for those people, because without them, I would have no one. 

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