☂Pregnant

lol. that got your attention i bet! No I am not do not shit bricks! hahahaha
Just a general thought/wondering going through my head right now. And that thought is: What would you do if you got pregnant/got a girl pregnant when you were in high school?

My biggest fear in my life is getting pregnant before high school is over. I have no idea what I would do with the baby because I am against abortion... for myself I am pro-choice though, I would be against adoption because I already love my child and I am not even pregnant... I could never give up something I love so much, it would kill me, and I would not want to keep it while being in high school! It would be a major dilemma. I think my ideal but impossible solution would to be that my baby would go and live with someone else until i am done school and then i can have it back... of course visiting it everyday haha and being it's mum as much as possible. Both my mum and s would hate me because they both got pregnant very young and they hope that i do not because it really held them back from their dreams. My mum had my at 23 and S had her daughter at 16, but she was just barely 16.
i don't know
i was just thinking about it. but seriously what would you do!? it would scare the shit out of me... i am not having sex until either i am 100% sure that the baby would be okay if i got pregnant or if i am out of high school!

yours,
a dancer.