thank god

Pretty much exactly 12 hours later my term paper is emailed to my teacher. 6 pages of brilliant crappy essay-ness. I actually think it's quite terrible, but mostly because of the subject matter. It cannot be helped now.
Now I must focus on the 19243492074238 other things I must accomplish before the christmas break. 9 more days of school, how is it possible to have so much to do?!?!

term paper

I have to write my entire english term paper today since I left it to the last minute :D I'm super smart sometimes.

i love you mum but...

Why must you be so very insistent on me staying here for university???? You wont even give my arguments a chance. Universities here don't offer the programs I need.... Unless I get an undergrad in something that is closely related and then specialize at a different university somewhere else, but that means a lot more schooling than is necessary! gahhhhhh
I really don't even care about going away anymore. I am really comfortable with the idea of staying. I just will not give up what I want to do because I cannot find anything here that will get me there. 

school is more important than my social life (repeat in head)

world issues.
wha... what
I should really be studying... should have been all day, but instead I decided chillin with the peeps at a school function would be smart. I'm so very smart. At least I'm no longer failing world issues.... I have like a 60%.... still not the greatest.
This november progress report might be bad news. I have to apply for university this month. I've been procrastinating. Should get on that. I will print the shit off this week sometime.
I'm in the mood to sit around and draw and paint. I have a couple ideas of the things I would like to do.
Hopefully this week is no where near as stressful as last week. 

so uhhh

I'm not quite sure where life is about to lead me right now. There are so many different possibilities all over in my life and nothing is decided and nothing it really known. I am super stressed about it all because I really don't like not having the answer. I don't really like planning out my future but at the same time I need to do at least as much as decide on a university now. Friends are being pretty solid right now though. Love all you guys. Hope you know that. Trying to be more open about my personal life with the people I trust... slowly it's working but still not the greatest. And as per usual my love life is in a constant state of meh.
k cool.

so school

School has started and I am totally in the "do good" zone so far. This is a good sign. Usually when I am going to slack off a lot during the year it happens pretty early on. I don't even try to pretend :P But I'm doing my homework and everything :O It is quite the miracle!
This year is going to be super exciting :D GRADE 12! And I have an awesome class :) 

getting ready for school

This is my version of getting ready for school. Completing the collage that will remain on my binder the entire year. It consists of various singers, bands, movie posters, and pieces of art that I like. It took entirely too much time and I think I may hand it in as a part of my sketchbook for art. The mess in my room is also the result of this... paper and pictures everywhere!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOT

DONE GRADE 11!!!!!!!! SUMMMMMERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Done!!!

I am finished physics for the year :)))))) It feels so good to be done with it... for now xD
Next year might be a little painful with it. I hear it's hell in grade 12. It was a breeze this year though.

This summer is going to be filled with adventures. I AM SO EXCITED :D 

Hanna

I just watched Hanna online and it was fantastic! I loved it a ton! Of course I should have been studying for physics... ug I hate that I have absolutely no motivation to care about school anymore. I have so much more goin for me right now that takes seniority in my mind.
Anyways. If you would like to watch Hanna online then here ya go.

900th Post

I have to start my essay tonight. And get a great deal of it done. I only have tonight and tomorrow night and possibly some spares before friday. I might not go to dance. I have to get the flow going. My work space is clean now :D
I have so much shit to do. As does everyone else.
Which is why it's really useless to complain to people because they are in the exact same predicament.... which is where my blog comes in handy :P rant rant rant.... i hate school...

SUMMER HERE WE COME!

stress

This macbeth essay might just be the end of me. alhflasdkfhnldfadhf
 I don't know how everyone else wrote it.
fml
I can't even think of a good thesis statement.
O_o

Physics motor

You no longer have control over my life and my sanity! I have conquered you and you work perfectly :D
Don't fail on me tomorrow! s

studying pays off!!

who knew that studying would result in a calm and collected jessica during a test :P The art history finale was pretty fly. I forgot some things of course but I always do, there is so much information to know!! And the physics test I wrote after school was a breeze. Or I just think it was and I really got everything wrong... oh well. I guess we'll see! 

hiking boots

I went shopping for hiking boots and clothes for going to el salvador today :DDDDDD I bought a pair of boots, btu they need to be majorly broken in before I go in June. I will be wearing them around the house all the time lol
I went to old navy and got some cheapy shorts and some cotton t shirts as well.
I am so excited! It's really not that far away.
Wow I have a shit load to do before then.......
Art project
current topics project
physics project
current topics research paper
study for exams
Math exam :((((((((((
I guess it's all be worth it though.
I hope this summer is going to be awesome.
Maybe it'll make up for last summer :) 

fabulous procrastination

I have one page of my art history paper done. At least the hard part is done. I hate starting papers. Once I am into them it is fine but starting them is always the hardest. And sometimes finishing them. I suspect this paper is one of those things that really should be longer than three pages but that is the limit so I'm going to have to stop writing at some point.
I have to prove that leonardo da vinci was a true renaissance man. Which is a fairly easy thing to do since there is a lot of evidence that he was.
I want summer!!!s

Productive-ness

Last night I actually accomplished finishing my physics lab and today I spent my time off school, first going to the doctor's, finishing my current topics project. I am almost done, but my camera needed to be charged because it ran out of juice right before I was done :\ I only have a few pictures to take which will take like 5 minutes, then I have to edit the pictures which will take a little bit longer, but I've already done that to all of the pictures that I had already taken. It shouldn't be too bad. And then I am done :)
I still have to do my religion homework which I have been putting off for weeks! It's really short and easy I just have been lazy and Mr C is really slack when it comes to making you show him your homework. 

Her Woodland Fort

Sand castles and building a woodland fort,

No longer the little girl he once knew.

Avoiding was his favorite kind of sport,

She moved on, no longer little girl blue.

New thoughts, dreams ran around and ‘round her mind,

He knew none, cared not, lived his life without.

“Father dearest”, out of reach, not unkind,

Out grown her fort, no need for a hideout.  

-Jess 

math

i feel like jasmin ranting about math... what even xD
I currently have a 71 in math... wtf
I am stepping up ma game though. So yeah
Im actually studying for tomorrow's test... WOW lol

Modern Family

I definitely have a modern family! But Ive become addicted to this show. Ive been watching it online catching up and I really love it. I love all the different types of families. It's great! I think another reason why Ive become so addicted to it is because I can avoid my homework by watching it... I am so horrible at getting things done when I do not have to right away! Tomorrow I MUST get my english mid term project done... (it's due on monday :S)
But not to worry. I have everything in order I just have to do the voice overs and edit it all. haha .... easy. :)