Boys and Baseball

Today was Trevor's 3rd birthday! I can't believe how fast the years go by. I remember when we moved into our house next to them and Cameron was just a month old, and now he's going into kindergarden! They are so cute :)

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first party?

I went to my first real 'party' on friday night and it turned out to be just people chillin out in a university dorm. There wasn't anything exciting happening and no one got drunk or anything. Just when I thought I was going to witness something eventful :P
But it was still a really fun party! Got hit on multiple times. Made a couple new friends and talked with some of the grade 12s that I hadn't in a long time. I love that group of friends. They all seem so chill. Or maybe I'm just more chill with them because I don't know about all of the drama that happens in their group. That's also possible.
Well whatever, I had a great time. :)

☂good times had all around

Tonight we all hung out at kevin's. He wanted to see some of us before he goes out to his cabin for like the rest of the summer. It was pretty cool. We hung out in the rain. They played volleyball but i really dont like volleyball so i did not play... then we watched The Decent. It's a horror flick about a whole bunch of girls going into an old cave and being eaten by blind flesh eating monsters. It was pretty sick. Although during the movie I am such a wuss I still love it. It wasn't all that good of a movie but the monsters were pretty freaky. They reminded me a lot of the underground people in The Time Machine. I love that book :3 and movie too.
Tomorrow I might paint because today I never got to it. I organized my closet instead:3 I LOVE my closet lol. It's so kick ass. dude it's huge! well not like gigantic or anything but i mean really anything seems big compared to my old closet!
Tomorrow is also our first dragon boating race of the weekend! hells yes! we are going to kick some serious behind. And then saturday is two races and then janelle's girls night of awesomeness! should be a solid weekend.
Next weekend I hope to have the house in order enough to have a house warming party with my friends. We might have to sit on the floor or roam about the neighborhood because i dont have a couch and might not before then for my living room that we would chill in. But it's all good. I am sure they wont mind xD

yours,
a dancer.

☂Dragon Boating and boys in dresses!

My little buddy next door loved his dress! He put it on as soon as he opened it and he river danced for us and he twirled around the hallway! It was so cute! haha Everyone laughed so hard that he got a little embarrassed and he told us to stop laughing at him haha but of course he was too cute not to laugh! I can so see him prancing around the house in his mum's heels and his new dress tomorrow! His dad will be thrilled! 

Dragon boating practice was today and it went really well I thought. I was in the second row this time and I like being near the front way better because you have less people in front of you that can mess you up! We only have one more practice and then we have the tournament which is over three days. We are guaranteed four races so it should be a blast. Plus on the saturday we have two races and in between them the whole team gets hammered! Except me of course lol my mum would kill me!

After practice we went out to the tony romas bar and hung out for a couple hours. I got to finish off some wine glasses and have some sips of beer lol. My mum says that the team is a bad influence on me. It's true though! I spent the whole time talking to one of the guys about various things and bugging my mum with the girls. They are great at helping me out with bending the rules! haha. They are the ones that convinced my mum I needed a later bedtime and that I need more freedom lol. It's pretty kick ass!

We are all going out bowling on thursday haha but my mum can't even come! I am getting picked up by a team member! It should be a blast! Especially since i have known everyone since I was like 9 haha! 

yours,

a dancer. 

☂4 year old birthdays

Today I am off to a birthday party of a 4 year old boy that lives next door to me and whom I have been babysitting (him and his little brother) since they were both born! They are both adorable! I can't believe that he is 4 already! Me and my mum legit got him a tinkerbell dress for his birthday because he is always going about the house with blankets wrapped around himself pretending that he is wearing a dress. So we thought it was fitting! He will love it! His dad on the other hand will not be as happy! He wont be mad or anything it's just he really wanted him to be into boyish things and he is so not! I am bringing my camera so I will most definitely have pictures of him wearing it around the party if I know him at all!

After the party me and mum will be off to another dragon boating practice! Of course as soon as my back is feeling normal we have another practice xD
I hope I don't get as wet this time as I did last time! I was soaked! haha

yours,
a dancer.

☂Birthday present

Say hello to my future baby :3 I asked for this for my birthday! It is a Nikon Coolpix L110
I litterally cannot wait to get it! I am antsy for it and I want it right now but my birthday is two months away :( But I am excited that I am finally doing this for myself. Although it will be a birthday present from my parents, I suspect I will have to kick in a little because it is 250$ and they don't usually spend that much on my birthdays. I also would like to get a pretty outfit for my birthday because I have never done that before and I think it would be fun :) Getting a new outfit special for my birthday I mean. I really would like to go to the beach with some friends for my birthday:) I do not know if it will actually work out but I hope that it is possible!

yours,
a dancer.

☂Tomorrow I am actually living a life of some sort :P

Tomorrow I am both, going shopping with janelle and having a sleepover with kyra. SHOULD BE AWESOME! I have not had a social life in like a month... I don't know why. It's been really stupid.
I got 100$ to shop with and janelle and i are thrifty so we will make it last :D
I cannot wait to just take a load off and not worry about life. Giggle about random shit:) And of course talk about boys, correction, boy. :)

I vote we make more origami dinosaurs ... mine is lonely :P

I am really starting to think that the universe likes me for once... or maybe the aliens play a card in this one ;)
you never know now do you?

yours,
a dancer.

☂tobogganing!!!!!!

Yes. I am that cool! My friend's bday party was a tobogganing party and I had a blast! I love being outdoors way more than I used to now. I guess it's because I have actual friends to do these things with^^
So, my life is the shit, basically. Well that's how I feel right this minute about it. haha In about an hour I will have something to complain about I am sure. That is just my bi polar ways:P (not actually bi polar). Sometimes it sure seems like I am though!

Well I am bored with blogger for this moment.
farewell

yours,
a dancer.

☂i hate the life without blogger

I have been so busy lately! I haven't been able to blog! I mean I have been on the computer but I have either too much to say and too tired to say it or I have had the most boring day at school that day! 
Dance is amazing :) this is a good thing! 
Of course yet again my favorite class is art... how can it not be? I mean mrs. n is so eccentric! and amazing and I love art:P Last year it came close to second with english but that's only because mrs. m was like the best english teacher anyone has ever had EVER!!! She taught me so much that year! and made us all so enthused about it! I really want her as my grade 12 homeroom!!!! I think I might die if I don't have her:P maybe not but still.... I would be seriously depressed! 
Tomorrow we are having a family/friends bbq and it should be pretty awesome:) since Ish is coming! and then sleeping over afterwards!!!!!!! <3 bff's til the end! haha. We are going to watch many movies! eat chocolate until we pass out! and read cosmo and giggle about the nasty tips it gives us:P Should be very interesting!!! 
I love having more than one bff but she is totally the one that I can tell everything to since she gets everything that I am feeling and going through! because she is too! ahhh it's an amazing combo! I want to see more of my friends more often and I am starting to actually have plans for different times! I think this year is going to be insanely busy! I mean friends, school, family, bf, dance, hw, .... all of these things to do and be with and so little time!!!!!!!!! 
On wednesday is the annual all boys school and all girls school walk:) we all walk together in this park for breast cancer and then spend the rest of the day hanging out!!! It is a ton of fun! 
I WILL CHALLENGE PPL TO THE BLOW UP THINGIES!!!! love them ^_^
and we get free food... which rocks! ... i think it's free at least! 


I miss my love:(


yours,
a dancer.

☂pmsing all over my blog

So I admit that I was totally pms-ing all over my blog yesterday... looking back it's actually kinda funny. I meant all that I said just I said it in a more bipolar way than usual. 

So yet again I woke up this morning and had to pull weeds. It was the least enjoyable experience of my life... no that's a lie. But it was not fun! 

Before school ended I couldn't wait for it to end because I thought it was going to be the funnest summer ever! But now it's just like ever other summer. haha. Sitting around. Reading. Riding my bike every once and a while. And not seeing my friends as often as I want:( I guess I might actually want to make plans in order to see them....

I am actually so excited for the wedding in august. I mean none of us are excited for it because of who he is marrying but I am excited to see my brother (in a way) and my other brother (haha kindof). They have been adopted by me:P

Although I would probably marry chris if he was my age. He is brilliant! 

I really want to see some of the new movies... arg. NO WAIT! I want to see slumdog millionaire! But I am not allowed to watch that movie because SOMEONE wants to watch it with me...

anyone know if will's party is still happening?

yours,

a dancer.

☂Our Birthday Party

Me and my friend had a joint birthday party today and it went really well. We raised $310 for breast cancer research instead of having people buy us gifts. We pretty much just hung out and talked and played games because our outside party was rained out. Which kind of sucked but it was still fun:) Allie and Jenny played chess for a good part of the party... haha they are such noobs:P Jeremy stopped by to give me my gift and card (which everyone read and went awwwwwww:P). I love the bracelets^_^ they are so pretty. I feel so bad for the people that were going to rotr today! Including jeremy! it was raining so hard and it was kinda chilly:( But I hope that it's still fun anyways:) Because there are some really good bands playing.  And the people that I know going are really siked about it:) I went to alex's bday party last night. It was a blast but I couldn't stay until the end because my mother is like that:( My mom also thinks that his house is alexis's house because she wouldn't have let me go if she knew it was a boy's house;P that is all for the day:) other than the fact that i am watching the exorcism of emily rose:) It is a great movie.... too bad SOME people I know will not watch it with me:( Because it's a scary movie:P yours, a dancer.

☂summer lovin' having a blast....

So I guess it's getting more serious now. I don't know if he thinks so... I hope so:P I really hope this friday picnic thingy works out!
P.s. anyone can come!!!!! just msg me if you want to! (tlkin to my friends if there are creepers reading this)
I really like talking to him. It very natural and I tell him anything and everything. No lies. The way it should be:)
I don't know if I am altogether ready for a serious relationship... I mean I am only (almost)15 and he was my first date but I think I chose pretty damn good for a first:P
I can't wait to kiss him! awwwwwwwwwww he is so sweet

god i promised myself i wouldn't be one of those girls that only talks about the boy friend! It is really hard! :)



Today I had ortho... retainer check.... yes i have one:(
I only have to wear it full time for 5 more months and then it's all good! yay!
(then only at night) which isn't that bad.
At least I don't have braces anymore!
god i do not miss those!

i wonder what it's like to kiss someone with braces:P mental note... ask Ish:P

I am almost done ss project. All we have to do is finish adri's voice overs and then cut a whole bunch of shit out to make it shorter cause it's going to be too long:P
we did waaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyy too much research for this thing!

ew
I also have to finish Flowers for Algernon. which if you read my bookshelf you can read more about me freakin out bout that:P

and sketchbook.... one drawing... it's good but.... i need way more than one... shit;p

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


yours,
a dancer.

☂the dances

I am sooo excited for tomorrow's but I really hope that it doesn't get cancelled! It will be fun! People get too caught up in the fact that it's a little lighter in there than at the sphs ones. 

I have the perfect outfit for the sphs one!!!!! It is soooo cute! I kinda had to improvise and it's not really what it seems to be:P but... It looks soooo good! and it's not miles long! It is a reasonable length! as in a tad shorter than my mother likes:P 

yours,

a dancer

☂a over told story

i am sure that this story has been heard by many  but....

I GET MY BRACES OFF IN TWO WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

das right!!!

and i have the perfect outfit for the dance...already:P

yours,

a dancer

☂PARTY

so today, for the first time in my life, I tasted alcohol:P

it was vodka. alone it tasted nasty!!! But with juice it was mmmm:P

I only had like i forth of a glass of alc. and the rest was juice so its not like i got drunk. I didn't even feel the effect. I kinda wanted to keep going until I got at least a buzz but I was soooo scared that my mother would some how find out:(

yours,

a dancer.